I heard a song on the radio today and my eyes automatically welled up. It was not even a ballad or a sad love song.
You da one that I dream about all day
You da one that I think about always
You are the one that I make sure I behave
My love is your love, your love is my love
I loved this song by Rihanna back in 2012 and was playing on loop while I was bleeding and losing my first child. I lost the baby at 10 weeks. I have never felt such great sadness in my life.
I conceived Sophie a year after. 🌈
I’m thankful for this song. It reminded me of that saddest part of my life, and appreciate once again, the 2 little humans
sometimes monsters sleeping beside me today.
I thank you God.