I can’t stop thinking about you, my beautiful baby girl! Cannot wait to see you! 😍😍😍
It does seem like I will be having a baby girl because I like a lot of girly stuff lately.. expensive ones mostly. I just purchased a couple of diamond earrings and south sea pearls, and I’ve been eyeing for a Tiffany. Found this cute little one in Rustans, a small key pendant in 18k Rose Gold. Costs a little over 26k pesos here, but only 450USD on Tiffany online. I didn’t opt for a chain anymore because I have a nice chain in two tone white and rose gold I bought in Chow Tai Fook. Also, their chains looked so small and thin I thought they were fit for a baby and I never even bothered asking for the price. This one looked so cute, simple and low profile, which I think would be great for an everyday wear. My lovely first Tiffany. 😍
My pregnancy is taking its toll on me. I have never felt so tired, even when I’m literally not doing anything. I took a break from work, which I’m glad I did early on, because I know eventually I also would. My back hurts like never before, if I stand or walk for more than 5 minutes, I’d feel like its breaking, and I had to sit or lie down immediately. The pain is almost unbearable sometimes, and its slowly killing me. Over the weeks I felt another discomfort called Symphysis Pubis Dysfunction or SPD, wherein my pelvic area, specifically pubic area, hurts too. I couldn’t stand on one leg, and I had to sit to wear shorts or pants or underwear. The pain was especially distinct at night, when I had to go to sleep. Getting up to pee in the middle of the night felt like a chore, and I had to hold my pelvic area for support.
I’ve been thinking of seeking help from a physiotherapist on my next visit. But I wasn’t so sure if its even possible, knowing that I was diagnosed with Placenta Previa Marginalis on my 20th week, which requires a lot of rest. It doesn’t even help that I continue to experience Candidiasis, a vaginal infection which resulted from my increased pregnancy hormones. Plus the fact that I felt so ugly, with acnes all over my face, chest and back.
Sometimes I contemplate if I am being punished this way. But whatever kind of punishment, pain and suffering it be, I know I can take them all. Just a kick from my tummy and suddenly I’m alive again. I fervently pray that my child and I would be healthy and safe for the rest of my pregnancy. Could hardly wait for the time that I would see my beautiful brown-eyed baby, and whisper, you are worth every pain, my little girl. ❤
I was utterly surprised when he said that we would buy my engagement ring before we get onboard the Star Pisces. We already have plans of having our wedding by December, and I never thought I would get engaged beforehand. My ring ended up to be an unbelievably lovely and equally expensive Forevermark by De Beers! The cruise was really nice, too.. An experience for us first timers. Today and everyday, I felt so blessed in so many ways. 🙂







































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